(Sunday, August 3, 2008)
freaked out with my thoughts yesterday.
its so weird, liking a person you have hardly spoken to.
kinda think of it,
i had never spoken more than 20 sentences to him face to face.
freaking weird.

shouldn't have smsed him yesterday.
should have continued with my plan of total heartbreak =.=
this sucks.
haven't i learnt from the past experiences i had?
melvin?
quanyu?
zhanhong?

unrequited love is something i experienced for almost a quarter of my life.
and yet i still fall into this crap.
its just sucks loving/liking someone whom you know will never like you back.


ugh.
just want him outta my head for awhile.
just awhile.