happy/ sad, i don't know. really. (Tuesday, May 12, 2009)
in computer lab now.
got back our science proj, 29/30.
happy.
got back my science results. A.
a damned freaking bloody A.
i was hoping for this thing to pull my marks up.
but guess what?
STILL A BLOODY A GRADE.
forget it.
i won't try so hard for anything anymore.
god damn it, is giving me that A+ that i yearn for so much that difficult?
i think i know the answer to my title.
and the answer is sad.
freak it.
got back our science proj, 29/30.
happy.
got back my science results. A.
a damned freaking bloody A.
i was hoping for this thing to pull my marks up.
but guess what?
STILL A BLOODY A GRADE.
forget it.
i won't try so hard for anything anymore.
god damn it, is giving me that A+ that i yearn for so much that difficult?
i think i know the answer to my title.
and the answer is sad.
freak it.